The beauty of this hobby has always been found in the fish and their wonderful and totally distinct personalities. The relationships and bonds that we develop with our fish would probably astonish most people. The complex behavior, distinct and idiosyncratic personalities, and joy that our friends bring us, at least in my world, is most definitely not understood by most of those closet to me. Though, those closet to me appreciate my love/dedication/obsession for this hobby and the wonderful beauty I am fortunate enough to care for. We all develop special relationships with our fish, and every now and then we are lucky enough to have a special relationship with one that "gets it."
In the past 30 years I have kept some very special fish. Lol, have a few now, I can't even talk about. But, I don't, have a relationship like I did with my old friend above. I got this Cortez, as I try to with most fish, as small as possible. About 9 years ago she was a tiny half inch, maybe, stunning baby. It was immediately clear that this fish was lit from within, and was beyond special. I watched her teach my emp and my brazilian queen to clean that massive gh trig, who, btw, also started out life tiny. She taught them to clean the other fish. She then taught the baby carib queen to eat frozen food. The Cortez was the one fish I refused to part with. Over the years I had many offers for her because of her size and personality but really, I think, it was because her personality was just so beautiful. Her physical beauty, to many, could not be compared to just about every other fish in my system. She was not an interrupta, clarion, bandit etc. But, her personality was so wonderfully perfect, that we were all drawn to her.
It is with a tremendous and profoundly deeply unexpected sadness that I have to say I lost her last night. She had been eating less lately and I fear she had an internal obstruction. Perhaps, even old age. Honestly, I don't think she ever got over how her "best friend" the emp turned on her when the emp went adult coloration last year. I have always been far too anthropomorphic with my fish. Her fins never fully healed from those nips and I could never figure out why. They were not severe and should have healed. I read a lot into her possible rationale but as I said, I am too anthropomorphic.
This pic is above but it is the last one I got of my very dear friend.
She is so missed.